My name is Megan, I am 20 years old, five foot two, and I weigh 210 pounds. I am here because over the past few years, my self esteem has been going through the floor at a steadily increasing rate. It's painful for me to go outside because I feel like everyone is staring at me because of my weight. I don't feel pretty. Some days I can't even leave the bed, much less the room. I dread having my picture taken, and I am so, so, so, so very envious of my thinner friends. I hate myself for what size jeans I wear and how much I weigh.
Please help me.
I don't know where to start. Last night my husband and I went grocery shopping and got fruits and vegetables, vegetarian food, granola bars, etc. I know it's only a small step. I just don't know where to go from here.
I want to be thin. I want to be beautiful.
I need help.
I would be very grateful for any help, advice, tips, pointers, whatever you have. I wouldn't be averse to making new friends either. This journey isn't going to be an easy one.
Thank you so very much for reading.
Have a great evening.