Sooo, tomorrow my baby will be one year old. Awesome, right? Not awesome? Knowing that I have studiously avoided posting a single picture with him because I have been 40 lbs heavier than the heaviest I am in a pic on FB. And that was 228! Early this year, I wanted to slim down and set a goal of being "Facebook-friendly" by his birthday. Well, life happened and I fell off the wagon for months. I just weighed in yesterday for the first time since July. I'd lost 3 pounds. Better than gaining, but I was dispirited. There's no thin me to reveal tomorrow (even if only to myself). But I got a break. DH took a pic of me and the baby on a children's train ride tonight and it concealed well, my caboose. It's the first picture in a year that I feel comfortable posting, so tomorrow it goes up. Don't know if I can embrace it as a profile pic, but I will try. My desire to lose and post lots more pictures is renewed.