Hey guys (for those who remember me),
I am having a tough time. Today especially, since I was in the bathroom almost nonstop from 2am to 9am holding my little girl's hair while she puked
Anyway, I haven't been coming here much lately. I get a lot of great input and support on my blog but this board is always like a second home to come to. I was here before I was blogging. Long time.
Summary is, I lost 103 pounds and gained back 30. I am back down 4 pounds but it is SO depressing sometimes. I am very tired of the weight loss game. I feel like I have tried so many things but the 'binge monster' always comes out to play/fight me unless I am on some kind of restricted low carb plan. Yet I keep arguing with myself because I want to be able to eat noodles and bread in moderation with my family... even though I know that has never worked for me.
Sigh. Not sure what I am trying to say. I just wanted a more personal little spot to vent and cry while I sit here with my poor little daughter sleeping by me, stuck in the house, hoping she will not puke again when she wakes up.
I have several options for weight loss and probably just need to pick one and stick with it. The down side of having a public, widely-read blog is that no matter what I do I will get a lot of criticism for it.