So, yesterday was a 5 star day for me. I hit a 40 lb loss on the scale, I got to move into the 230's, and I ran a 2 mile race for Special Olympics.
I was so proud of the race. My goal was to not finish last. Not only did I not finish last, but I was AVERAGE! Right in the middle of the pack. The results will printed in the local paper next week. I can't wait to get it. I am going to hang in on the fridge. My name in the paper for being healthy.
So, of course, the monkey, today, is telling me it is ok to take off a day or two and eat some junk food. I put my drivers license in my purse and did not bring a dime to work with me. I have to get through today and tomorrow without porking out as a reward for doing so well.
I am sure I can do it. How about you all, when does the self sabotage start to dwindle. Will this be a battle for me forever? Does it get easier?
I do know I am getting stronger. If anyone is selling steel traps, I would sure appreciate one.