I did it! I've been knocking at the door for weeks and I'm finally in!!!!
This morning's official weigh in 199#!!!!!
It's been a while since I've been here and for the first time in a long time I really, really feel like I can go all the way to goal.
I've lost weight before, I've lost over a hundred and twenty pounds before. I've even maintained the loss for years. But I've never reached goal. My lowest was around 165# size 12. Good, but not goal.
I've finally realized that it doesn't end. That I can happily journal my calories for the rest of my days if that's what it takes. I have always made healthy food choices, my problem is with portions. If I stop tracking the plate gets heavy.
I still have a long way to go. There's about fifty pounds I'd like to drop to be at goal. But today is a day of celebration. Today I'm finally out from under 200's thumb. Today I'm in One-derland, and it's pretty nice here.