I battle with myself so often, it's so tiring and frustrating. It's so hard dealing with this battle.
this is just one example...
Me:I need to go to the gym.
Self: I don't wanna.
ME:You need to go, it's important.
Self:But I'm so tired, and I don't feel like it.
Me: You need to go because you've payed $60 to go this month and every other month for the last 3 years and you will be wasting your money if you don't go. And besides if you don't go you'll probably stay fat & unhealthy.
Self: But...
Me: I know you don't want to but you need to.
Self: Ok, I'll go but I don't have to be happy about it.
THis ^^ is so hard to deal with! I'm sick of it!
This would be a better thing...
Me: You need to go to the gym.
Self: OK
I'm surrendering. I cant deal with the battle any longer! I am always battling with going to the gym, foods to eat or not eat, doing chores, going places. I wonder why I'm so tired all the time, it's because I fight with myself constantly! I'm not doing it anymore. I'm going to try my best to just get up and do the things I have to do, no matter how hard I think they might be.