Ugh... one of those
days! You know, the days when you look at pictures or look in the mirror and you can't see the difference, even when everyone else can. One of those days when the plateau is really getting annoying
What's weird is that this kind of mood usually hits when I've been bored all day or eaten poorly, but today I started the day with productive chores, went hiking (and it was absolutely gorgeous), hiked all three hills in the trail for the first time ever, began a reorganization of the garage, and I've eaten well. I'm on point with regards to calories, and I have no urge to binge, but I'm just annoyed.
I'm not fishing for compliments here (it would be kind of hard, considering I haven't posted any progress pics
), just venting. I've been writing in my journal for about 20 minutes, and I'm not feeling any better about myself. I think I'm freaked about moving across the country solo and away from everyone I know (moving at the end of June), and that's compounded by the fact that the chores and garage work are all related to the move. I think it's just putting the move in the forefront of my mind, and the move makes me wish I were losing more weight, and that wish makes me even more frustrated by my recent lack of weight loss, which makes it hard for me to see my progress....now how's that for a long sentence?
I've gotten back on track wrt food and exercise (I was "flailing" recently). I've upped my protein intake, I've been posting here more, and I've got a reason to hit the gym/park even more frequently starting Monday (my roommate is starting tutoring two 13 year-olds), so I'm sure I'll move past this plateau and into better headspace soon. However, today, I am apparently feeling the need to write about my own neuroses...aren't you all so lucky