First name: Rose
Geographical location: Virginia
Age: 30
Marital Status: divorced

looking for my husband upgrade!
Children/Ages: four kids, ranging from 4-11 years old
Occupation: labor and delivery nurse, graduate student---going for masters degree in nursing to become a certified nurse midwife
Pets: one cat
Hobbies/Interests: not much time for hobbies outside of kids, school, and work! reading, facebook, friends, photography
Height: 5'2
Eye/Hair Color:
Starting Date of Weightloss Journey: this time? February 3rd, 2012
Starting Weight: 207.7 on feb 3rd (BMI 37.9)
Present Weight: 202.6 this morning! lost 5.1 pounds in five days! i know its hte initial weight loss, my body's "wheres the food???" reaction, but its nice getting started motivation! (BMI 37.0)
Goal Weight: 105 (BMI 19.2)---though this is the goal, i'd settle for 105-115. i feel like i am short enough that 105 is an attainable, not skeletal weight
Biggest hurdle to overcome in weightloss: being too busy to cook healthy, i dont know how to cook much at all, the fact that i love good food, maintaining when it gets hard
Following any specific plan: calorie counting. 1200-1400 or so a day. cardio when i can. i'm a member of a gym, but just too busy many of the time!
What is different this time in your weight loss efforts than in the past: many reasons, although some are superficial they are my reasons. first of all, i am single and afraid i wont get a new husband ever if im fat! im going to be moving from being a nurse to a more professional practitioner role, and want to be a healthy example for my patients. im embarrassed by how i look.
Anything else you would like to share with us: i am afraid of failure