He seems to think that I am depressed and that it's both situational (mom dying, father in law dying, too much to do, no self love, blah blah blah) AND chemical.
So... he is starting me on a LOW dose of Zoloft and said that this one also has no WEIGHT gain side effects. In studies it shows that people on Zoloft gained an average of 0.1% of their weight a year... I can live with that. In fact it decreases hunger as well. I can also deal with that.
So counseling... combined with this... should help. I'm looking forward to being my chipper self again.
Thanks for all of the help friends... I may need more just to get through this.