Onederland totally freaked me out when i was 200 - 204ish.
It was a scary thing and I don't really know why other than it was something completely knew to me and for the longest time I thought it was something so unattainable . . . but there it was right around the corner.
You just have to keep going, you've lost 46 lbs already so you KNOW
you can do this, you KNOW
that you can keep loosing if you choose to, just need to shake off that fear of getting there and keep pushing threw it.
I know you can do it, you know you can do it because you've already prooved that with how far you've already come.