So I kept saying, "When I get back down to 254 I'll go back to 3fc, but then I realized I WILL NEVER GET BACK DOWN unless I come back to 3fc.
plz help me girlies, I need some support. I was having medication/weight gain issues, but I have since decided to go OFF my meds. That is a whole other story (that can be found here:
www.sunshineandrage.wordpress.com ) for the chronicle of me coming off my bipolar meds for the first time in 11 years!!!!
Anyhow, I've gained about 15 lbs, I had lost 45 or so and am looking to lose it again, I'm starting to spark again, thank god. and it's not that I"m eating bad, pizza or junk, I'm just eating TOO MUCH of not too bad for you foods. I'm still vegetarian, that is working out well, oddly, I haven't been sick since I stopped eating meat, not even once over the winter, not even a sniffle. amazing.
anyhow, I'm ready to get back on track. starting to exercise today too! Have to watch how much I do, last summer I over did it (I have fibromyalgia, yay) and so have to take it easy I think. Going to start with WATP.
Oh well, glad to be back I've missed you guys and I hate that I"ve done this and set myself back so far.
no time to dwell on the past though! Today is a new day!