I am sitting here high on endorphins at the moment. I had a most awesome workout! I feel great and memories of my past insanity are flooding back! I love this feeling! I get giddy off workouts when I feel this way!
The problem?
I don't want to burn out!! I'm terrified of burn out. I did this before. I went nuts and was in the best shape of my life! I was the most fit fat person alive! Seriously! But my weight stalled out and I was not strong enough to tolerate that so I quit.
I don't want to quit!
Today, at this moment, feeling this euphoric, I can't see ever stopping. I feel strong and positive and armed with past failure and feel like I've learned from that mistake.
So now I ask. Roll with it? Or chill out?
I said when I started exercising, only a few weeks ago mind you, that I was terrified of EXACTLY THIS!! I knew that once I added exercise that would be it. I know me. I get addicted.