So...I've been married 9 months, and have a 1 year old son with my husband. just to twart any issues, my husband and I tried for the baby after we were engaged a while bc we had the baby fever. my husband divulged the fact that he is so unhappy in the relationship (first I'm hearing this) that he wants a divorce. And then he went and had drunk sex w/someone else after I left his crazy birthday party at his friend's house. After hearing that bit i was like fine, have your divorce.
So needless to say my life is crazy waiting to speak w/my lawyer and trying to pick up the peices of my marriage that i was happy with. I'm starting a FT internship this week, this is my last semester of school, my takes up tons of time, I don't work or have savings.
Given all the stress I've become lax in my diet, bc honestly when I feel like throwing up all day from the emotional onslaught I tend to eat w/e I want when I am finally hungry.
the good news is that I havent had a measurable gain through this so far. the frustrating weight-wise news is that when I didnt wear my shapewear cami under a long sleeve t-shirt yesterday my dad mentioned that I shouldnt let his situation effect my weight. Given the situation I wanted to tell him to f**k himself. Alas, I did not.
I wanted to get that out there a bit, maybe you cyber space 3fc-ers can be of support due to the fact that my support system is comprised largely of unmarried 20 somethings and moms who've been single all along.