Thanks so much for your support. It's nice to know I'm not the only one with failed attempts at this. I feel better this week, it's a struggle still. I love my old food, but I'm trying to come up with a system of weight loss and reward with one of my other foods for a certain amount lost. Like here are my favorites, and hope I don't make y'all hungry... Lunch is my major weakness. My favorite lunch was Gyro sandwhich, large helping of fries, and salad with awsome ranch dressing, with ranch dressing on the side to dip my fries in. If I can lose enough weight I was thinking of rewarding myself with this meal modified.... Gyro salad, with the vinagarette dressing. It won't be the same, but it still stays within line of my plan. My other favorite was 3 Chicago Hot dogs, with Cheese fries. Oh my do i love them. My modified would be maybe 1 or 2 hot dogs, no fries.
I really appreciate everyone's help. I have a very drama filled life with no real friends. I have a wonderful wild two year old daughter, but what comes with that is an awful leech of an ex who mentally, physcially, and financially drains me. I work full time 10 hour days, with hour drive time, I have moved back to the family farm to help out and to get help with my daughter due to my hours at work, and daily chores are so difficult with my schedule. Since I fork out so much money to my ex, I try to get him to do some of the work as payment, which will never be repaid in amount of work vs. money he owes me. Ugggggg. Food was the only thing that made me feel satisfied in this crazy life of mine, and I took that away.
So this is really hard for me, but I really really really miss being pretty and I was when I was thinner.