not the fat, thats still hanging out all over, but my vacation!
I am looking forward to my last day of winter break (a month long break) and I feel like I just started to relax. Now everything is overwhelming me. My son needs to be in a day care by the 25th, I have yet to get my car fixed, I'm still waiting to see my psychiatrist, I have been on a horrible sleep cycle i have yet to break, I have been expending all my energy the last two days on retail therapy, and here's the big one: since the accident my father got in with me, my mom, my sisters, my sister's boyfriend, and my son in the car i cannot drive in the snow without haivng a panic attack. and i live in cleveland. in cleveland the roads are bad 50% of the time, all winter long. my commute to school is 30 mins each way, and to my interniship site will be pushing an hour.
I guess that was just me venting.
the real problem is that over break I didn't manage to find a routine that is structured to accomodate school, internship, parenting, beign a wife, and takeing good care of me.