Not A Good Month For ME!
I have not a very good month here as it is December this is one of the hardest month or me. As I dont have family on my side to rely on so it is all up to me to do what I can. So I couldnt afford to buy as I call my foods Like Chicken Breast, Cottage Cheese, Yogurt, Fresh Veggies etc Plus Buy the Nessities for Christmas Dinner and Presants ( My children are not hard to please so I didnt have to spend alot to make them Happy ) so I had to Put my diet on the Back Burner and Do my for my family.
When I first started I think I was kinda Depressed so I was eating everything and then I seen a Commercial that Eric with Biggest looser winner 3 Gained all his weight back and I then Decided I couldnt do that I worked too Hard. So I have been taking it easy on what I have been eating. So I will be going back on my diet next weekend when it is time for grocery shopping and I will be back full force. I will not give up I will get back to where I was plus loosing more . Cant wait .
Realization is that I am the one who made myself fat! I control what goes in my mouth on a daily bases and now I have to be the one who takes the control !