So the day I'd been dreading came.
My mom's traditional cookie party.
We all got together, had a great time talking, catching up, taking pictures, spending time with each other.... all while trading cookie recipes and taste testing everyone's cookies (there were over 10 different cookies and cakes) and the food consisted of mini sausages in cresent rolls, chips with the cheesy bean dip and cilantro, and a few other things. And rainbow sherbert punch. Oh yeah.
I knew I was going to indulge, and was in fact decided to it.... but JEEZ.
I haven't eaten anything else since then... and that ended at 3pm this morning... and I still don't feel like eating.
The whole drive home it was like my head was swimming
from the massive amounts of sugar I consumed, and I couldn't breathe because my stomach was so full it was pressing against my lungs.
Not only do I not feel like eating... I actually kind of feel like puking. And my head is throbbing. Even my intestines are rumbling. In fact, I kinda feel like I have a hangover in a way... minus the whole body/death feeling you get from near alcohol poisoning.
And don't even get me started on what the scales says.... 3lbs up? Jesus. Please, please, PLEASE let at least half of that be water weight or bloating of some sort from lack of water intake. I hope to god it comes off quickly, too, because I was just 3lbs away from my darn goal and have less than a month to achieve it.
How in the WORLD did we live like this before???