So I totally blew it this weekend. It was our 6th anniversary, and we decided to enjoy it... but we didn't plan ahead and ended up "celebrating" like we used to... with lots of food
Friday night we went to see Toy Story and Toy Story 2, not only did hubby and I share a large popcorn, I ate a whole box of M&Ms... oh and before we left I had eaten 2 slices of pizza.
Saturday started great, our lunch/dinner was planned out.. we were going on a long ride with the kids to see the beautiful leaves. We rode about 2 1/2 hours from here to see the PA Grand Canyon... it was beautiful and we enjoyed healthy snacks on the way there.. wheat crackers portioned out and grapes. Once there we enjoyed the food I had prepared.. I had grilled some chicken breasts took along some whole wheat buns and all the healthy toppings for sandwhiches, and portioned out whole wheat macaroni salad made with light mayo. After enjoying the view from one side of the gorge, we drove to the other side and enjoyed our dessert.. a small cake (it was a special occasion and I felt that we all deserved a treat for it, we have made it through a lot). We should have stopped there, but instead hubby and I ate steaks from the grill with baked sweet taters and corn on the cob when we got home... the steaks even though they were super lean, were 1 pound each.. and I couldn't stop (it's been months since I had beef!)
Yesterday I did well until dinner... we had homemade chicken fajitas on whole wheat tortillas.. they were sooooo good, but I ate 2 when I should have stopped at 1. I suffered all night wishing I didn't dislike puking so much, because I was sure that my stomach would benifit from a finger down the throat. I went to bed in total agony
Today, I'm 100% back on plan and committed... I told hubby we can NEVER do that again and he definately agrees! Anyway... I felt I needed to own up to my horrible weekend and here was the best place to do it since telling hubby is just like writing it in my diary... he won't scold me or hold me accountable for my flub ups.