So yesterday was my first whole day OP in a while. I sort of lost my mind right before my 50lb milestone and didn't get there. I have been teetering between 230 and 229 for like 2 weeks now. And it isn't a plateau it's just that my cheating caught up with me. And boy was I a big fat cheater.
So I have been kind of in denial about it all although I knew something had to be done I wasn't doing it. But the other day I for some reason started to pay attention. I notices bones. I mean I fealt the bones in my ribs and hips an couldn't remember that last time I could do that. I tried on a pair of pants that had been hiding in my closet for like 4 years. And realised that most of the cloths in that box fit me now. I hadn't even dreamed they would fit yet. I took out those pants and thought I'll try but I wont even get them buttoned. And I did and they werent even snug.
I think at some point I stopped noticing my progress except for on the scale. And I have made alot of progress. I just need to pay more attention to myself. So today is day 2 of being OP. I am taking some advice from some ladies on here and giving myself the gift of 3 days OP. Then that 3 will turn into more.
I have done this and I will do this and I need to stop ignoring myself. I think I'll take some progress pics this evening after work. hmm.