So, I have decided to stop obsessing on the scale.
This is huge for me since I used to weigh daily.
Anyhow, I figure I will get down to weighing once a week, on Sundays, that is the official weigh day of the jingle away the jiggle xmas challenge.
But for now, I am weighing on Thursday (for curiosities sake) and Sunday, officially.
I might not weigh next thursday. I am finding that the less I weigh myself, the better I feel. I know my clothes fit better, I went down several shirt/pant/a ring/bra/undies sizes. The bra size is a huge accomplishment for me as you know! Going from a 44H (which when I wear it around the house for comforts sake I can actually fit a fist in there with everythign 'else' haha!) at 299 lbs and am now a 42G at 265 lbs.
I FEEL like I'm losing, I'm wearing an old white shirt that used to show my belly pudge and today, NO PUDGE.
I feel generally healthier now that I'm eating right again and exercising. I know that if I step on that scale and it doesn't show a loss tomorrow it's going to effect my self esteem. I will talk myself out of that inevitable hole if it comes to that and I will keep on keeping on, because I FEEL so much better, that I know as long as I stick with it I will get to where I need to be.
My success is that I am trying to stay positive, regardless of what the scale says, that I'm not obsessively weighing and that I feel SO amazing.