I am taking classes to become a R.N. I am morbidly obese and have 100 pounds to lose...the younger girls are vocally overcritical of my body...as if the mirror didn't tell me I am....huge for my height. "She's so fat, ugly, huge, disgusting....blah, blah, blah....Sometimes the comments really bother me. Other times I let it roll off my back. If I hadn't signed up for the equinox challenge, I probably would be more devastated. Ironically, my neighbor, the very next day noticed that I had been losing weight. I hate all these body/ self-esteem issues that the fat causes. I tried to seek out an ED specialist in the local area. Because I moved to a smaller town, there really aren't any resources except 1-2.5 hours away. Sigh. I have not been bingeing as much. I am nervous about my mid-terms and finals though. When you suceeders were first implementing changes, was there anything that helped you not to overeat, eat the wrong foods, or stopped you from bingeing yourself into a food coma?