So I just got back from vacation.
- Two days before I left on vacation, my girlfriend broke up with me. Needless to say, that put a damper on things in Florida.
- In Florida, I went into "totally don't care" mode and binge ate and drank and ended up gaining close to 9 pounds in 8 days. YIKES.
- In the few days that I've been back, I've totally been back into the same old drinking habits. Last night I went out and as well as the night before. Today has to be the first day back and I have to stop this slide before it gets out of hand.
I've never really been as depressed as I am right now. Its hard to see a light at the end of the tunnel and I don't even know where to begin.
So, one day at a time. Today I hope to have a good day.