I am stressed to the max right now.
The last 3 nights the boys are not sleeping, all 3 of them I put to bed at 8:30 and the last three nights they are up until 9:30-10:00, it's up and down and putting back. So I'm not getting my sleep either, no morning workouts in awhile.
on top of that, Hubby was supposed to be gone this week and I was mentally prepared, I usually get more stuff down around the house but he's in the forest fire fighting line of work (fills up planes with ******ant) and he drove alll the way to Whitehorse (6hrs) only to be flown back that night so he could fill the planes that were fighting a fire over in Chicken, Alaska. They didn't have any planes I guess so they requested ours.
I had my garden/greenhouse to put in and my parents came of Tuesday night to help with that but my brother had a crisis and my dad had to leave. So me and my mom and 3 wild children.I have more to do in the garden but I'm leaving it for the weekend.
Tomorrow is the last day of school for Kale and Mickey's graduation from his Headstart program, he's going to kindergarten in the fall. I haven't finished his traditional native vest for the ceremony, I've just have not time. It's over half way done but I don't know how I'm going to finish it.
I was off four days last week, one for the holiday and 3 because the Mica had the flu. At work I'm busy and feel guilty when I have to call in.
Foodwise I'm doing okay and talking myself out of my pepsi every day, it's getting easier. Food choices are getting really good and I've stayed in my calorie budget the last 3 days and I must me just getting it because the last 3 mornings I've been exactly 303.2lbs. Which tells me I need to start moving more.
Today was almost the last straw. Woke up late, all the kids were still sleeping and we had 1/2 hour to get to work and they dillydally like crazy and my oldest who has to go to daycamp today need a lunch and swim stuff and to eat breakfast but he just kept doing other stuff. It was crazy. I finally just made his lunch. I was 40 minutes late this morning because I had to stop and buy myslef breakfast and at lunch I'm supposed to help decorate the hall and I didn't pack myself a lunch. I dont' know what I'll do.
I talked myslef out of giong to the bistro and getting a decadent coffee and a bacon and egg sandwich. So I went the store and bought a english muffin with some ham and an egg with a bit of cheese and that seems to have been good enough with my water.
Sorry thisi s getting epic, so i will sign off here.