I had to give up my gym membership right, so I went over to our colleges work out room at lunchtime. Changes clothes and everything. By golly if I cant pay for a gym, I'll use works.
Walking on the treadmill and was bombarded by one of the colleges sports team. All guys....this is a tiny room with two treadmills, an eliptical, a stair stepper, and two bicycles. So needless to say I walked out the frigging door....mad as ****. I have no right to be mad, its not my gym, its the students....but why do my efforts have to be derailed like this?
Then I said forget it, Im gonna walk outside, Ive got my clothes on, headphones one............I walk outside and its like a moist steamy sauna......no thanks, dont feel like puking at work and haveing a banging headache for the rest of the day.
So..........my plan is to walk this evening at 7:00, after it has started to cool off some. I might cuss and fuss, but Im not gonna let losing my gym membership, getting bombarded by a sports team in my work gym, or having to poop my pants while walking, get in my way of weight loss!
Im just so mad right now, at life, sick of being frigging fat! So very very sick of it!