and I will be the size/weight I was when I divorced my ex husband. He came home one day and decided he wanted a divorce. I was shattered and I had no one to talk to, no support, no help NOTHING! I didn't know how to deal with my family being torn apart because he couldn't keep it in his pants. I felt like my life was over and I ended up gaining 80 pounds from it. I am dwon 75 pounds now and I just need to lose five more pounds and I will be back to where I started. I didn't even realized how hot I was looking back then! Wow!! I was a size 26/28 but now I am a size 14. I no longer have an Xs behind the number on my clothes. I am a size XL in dresses, not that I mind at all! I am doing very well and I am getting an amazing amount of male attention. Hmm, hadn't ha that in many years and it's kinda of weird. LOL. I hadn't even realized how much I had come donw until I weighted inand calculated my loss. Wow. Just 5 more pounds. Of course once I lose that 5 pounds, I will be just one pound away from my first big goal which was to be 239. I haven't been 230 anything in sooooooo long! I think I am gonna break down and cry when I hit both goals. It's been the longest, hardest road but I finally got it now! I just wanted to share my little happiness. I am so excited! Thank you for allowing me to share. Of course I will let everyone know when I get there!!!