WOW! I am so sorry to hear about our loss! what a horrible tragedy- you are a strong person for coming here and even informing us! be soo proud of yourself that you know where your at mentally and you know it will take take! that's great! your such a strong person! your husband would be proud of you!
we all understand if you don't come here often in the next coming weeks and months or even at all- but if you need us were here!
I don't know what I'd do if I lost my husband! indeed my world would be turned upside down- he's my everything... your an amazing women for going through this and staying strong! each day it will get a tiny bit easier and a year from now you'll say Hey I made it through this and I'm an even stronger person now! your in my thoughts and prayers!