So, I haven't been around in a good long while but I had a couple of minutes so I thought I'd drop in and fill you in. There has been no such thing as a plan for food with everything that is going on. So, here goes. There is something wrong with my dad's brain...he keeps having 'mini strokes'. I guess there is a dead spot, probably from a larger stroke that was undiagnosed and something is causing him to continue to throw blood clots in his brain and have these episodes. We don't know what this is yet.
My boyfriend is having some legal issues (and I suppose me as well as I intend on filing charges). I can't really discuss it but they are bad. I can say as much as the charges are false, it involves some minor police brutality and I was there to whittness the event... I even called 911 for assistance and they hung up on me. Anyway, I am the strong, loud outspoken one and he is not so much. He's a nervous, anxious mass of depression. He's actually seeking thearpy because of the state he is in and it's only been 3 weeks...I can't imagine if this drags out to a 6+ month trial.
On top of that work is out of control, I've started a job hunt to begin with because my financial situation is in the crapper and I need to start looking for my next career move as I've reached the end of the line with my company and there is no financial relief in sight.... just winter oil bills. It's been 7 months and I am still trying to hire an assistant locally...and my national service center...well lets just say it's in Houston. With everything they are dealing with down there I've taken on all of their work here...so ya...the work of 7 people is all about me....and our office was able to re-open yesterday but that doesn't change the fact that many people are not in because of the severe damage from the storm and they will be playing catch up for quite some time (And really, I've been taking their calls for a week and I cannot tell you how many rude insensitive people I have spoken to...my response for the most part has been...well... if a hurricane came and rendered your entire family homeless would you care about someone who needs theatre tickets 3000 miles away... cause I wouldn't) It just absolutely sickens me that people have no concept or care of what is going on in the world.
Ok. So that is my vent, that is where I've been. I'm skating on some thin ice mentally and emotionally these days...but I'm trying to keep afloat because really, we can't all break down now can we. I'm just trying to get through one day at a time, try to sleep through the night, exercise is mostly yoga when I can afford to go, food has been terrible but I'm trying to just turn that around because I'm going to have to have my best about me to get through what I see as a long bumpy road ahead... I need to be well nourished with healthy things to give me more energy to deal...not full of halloween candy. All I can do to manage right now is take it one day at a time.
So thats my story, sorry for the vent, that is what is going on. Diet has been the furthest thing from my mind, I'm trying to at least bring it back so something is back in my control. Wish me luck, I hope you are all well.
Best
L