It's good that you're not leaving. Don't make the same mistake I did. I left 3FC for one of the same reasons. I was asking for so much support and not being able to follow through with the advices--and managed to end up in worse shape than I was staying here. So, please stay
I am also glad that you are staying. Colleen is right-losing weight is NOT for sissies. Kick that self-doubt to the curb! It's like Christmas day when you have a success-so try and have Christmas every weekend.
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-Jan "Calvin Klein's never FELT sooo good!!!"