You found a GREAT place! Each of us stood or are standing right where you are today when we began our weight loss. We KNOW how you are feeling, and we are there for you, Sandi!!
You have made a HUGE step in admitting that you need to lose weight! So many of us stay in denial for way too long! Congratulations for making the move to health and happiness!
Make yourself a nice cup of tea, and sit and read awhile! There are SOOOOO many tips here and great people to meet!
Good luck on the beginning of your journey!