Well here I go again!

April 5th, 2010 by zaftigmama

Remember the old Whitesnake song, “Here I Go Again”?  Story of my life!  Heard it on the radio yesterday and it rang so true, as here I go yet again on another diet journey.  Or is this journey merely a continuation of a life-long, never ending quest?  “Going down the only road I’ve ever known”, “like a drifter I was born to walk alone”, thank you David Coverdale, I’m sure you did not have my fat behind in mind when you penned those words, but let’s face it, I’ll never look like Tawny Kittain.

Here I am staring at the unbelievable numbers on the scale, struggling to find clothes that at least give the slightest camouflage to my girth, all the while, wondering how many times this scenario will play out?  Like so many, I have gained and lost tons of weight, never have I been able to merely maintain a weight loss, and now in my mid-forties, nearly impossible!  I am a fairly intelligent, successful person, how could something as simple as losing weight and keeping it off, elude me?  Damn you Tawny Kittain, why can’t I be the long legged, much desired beauty, sprawled across the top of those cars?   Hell I could do that, I’d leave a nice dent, but I think I could swing it!

So begins, or continues, this journey.  Where it will take me, I honestly do not know.  I will not make any claims as to what results I will see, I know myself too well for that.  I know what I want, I am not sure I know how to get there.

Hello world!

April 5th, 2010 by zaftigmama

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