over 60 spam comments a day now? Really? I was hoping if I stayed away awhile they would stop but they don’t and I really don’t feel like sifting though all that spam for no reason so I am considering just dropping this blog since I don’t update it often anyway.
So, lets see I got a kindle from my mother yesterday, it is actually a little cooler then i was expecting don’t tell anyone though. I downloaded a couple old classics that are free from Amazon, Public domain titles like wizard of oz and treasure island. Found a way to download my favorite fan fictions as well and shove them on there.
I have not been doing that good on food, I am trying though my breakfast today was surprisingly decent. less then 400 cals and 2g of fat going to get much exercise too cleaning house. Trust me that is alot of work as i keep pulling stuff out and trying to rearrange this place is a sty.
Ok well that is all.
been away, sorry I am still here I haven’t forgotten about my blog. I am…. for the most part staying in my calorie range… most of the time. Anyway I don’t have much to say this time around.. errmm just resigned my lease, my mother is buying me a kindle. Not something i would have bought on my own but I think it might be cool. Ummm thats about it. Sorry 
I will try to find stuff to blog about… Boring stuff about my life 
Oh and I have a writers block but I am sort of drawing again. for those who don’t know I started writing and drawing 7 months ago, something like that. really crappy stuff but it’s fun and it keeps my mind occupied.
So I’ve been fighting a round of depression the last few days so sorry if I haven’t been updating and what not. I am better today though, so back to tracking and what not.
Sorry to hear you have not been feeling well. Days are long when we feel sad. You don’t have to fight your blue feelings alone, though… Do you have a support network around you for these moments?
Susana, thank you for your concern. I do have a circle of friends I hang around online though I keep the worst of it to myself. On my semi bad days they know, on my worst days they don’t. I guess it is easier for me to admit the worst days to anon strangers then to those people I speak with and converse with on a daily basis. Their presence alone however help greatly even if they do not know or realize it. I have learned to deal with it alone all my life and it is still hard for me to allow others close enough. I am learning but it is a slow process.
Exercise 19th - 20min
water 18th-19th 8+ c
Pain 18th 4 // 19th 6
Missed a few days, wasn’t feeling that great but I did log the stuff. so yeah. from 12th to yesterday the 17th.
Wasn’t feeling that great, been fighting a massive headache and a small bit of depression.
Exercise 20
Pain 3
sleep 8hrs
water 8+ cups
Today wasn’t the greatest of days, didnt feel like doing much and i didn’t ate to much but it could have been worse I suppose. Anyway. Accountability for today.
Excersise only 11 minutes today
Pain 6
Sleep 7 hours
water 8+ cups
Ever have one of those days where nothing goes right, and yet nothing went on at all? I know weird right? Just a all around meh day I guess.. Oh well tomorrows another day
Excersise 20 min with the WII I did that bike game, quite interesting works the legs alot more then step.
water: 8+ cups
Sleep: too much.. I tend to sleep ALOT when I am in alot of pain. I get tired sooo easily
Pain: 4, not so bad today.
First off, thank you all for your comments and support it does mean alot to me, even if I do not say so very often.
Not the greatest of days.
excercise: 20min with the WII…. Does pacing for 10 minutes count? Probably not. 
Water: 8+ cups
Pain: 7.. spikes of 8 ((yeah Imma start logging this cause I probably should I don’t know.)) This is from Fibromyalgia for the most part
sleep: way to much
