Hello world!
Hello everyone!
I’m new here. My journey to life started as a chubby child. My parents didn’t know how to relate to me without food. When my sister discovered drugs, my family surrounded her with support. I got the token daily candy bar to show how much they loved me. I never learned good eating habits. About 2 years ago, my DH and I decided it was time to lose weight. We were both 250. Now he is 175 and I’m stuck at 210. We have a very healthy strong 9 year old daughter who is involved in swimming and Tae Kwon Do. She is tall and thin- with a fat mommy. I want her to learn to eat healthy and to continue to be active.
I’m sick of being a fat mommy and I need extra support to get back on the plan and lose 60 more pounds. I feel fat and ugly most of the time and that really brings me down. It’s the part of my life that I hate the most and it follows me around day and night.
Like many of you, I have a portion control problem. Like tonight- we ate at Bob Evans. I had a side salad and a dinner sized pasta dish. I could have had the lunch size but no- I ordered the dinner size. I didn’t eat it all but was miserable when we left. I could have vomited on demand! Why do I do that to myself?
I had to work from home most of the past week and therefore fell out of the routine I was trying to set. I want to jog a 5k on Mondays and Fridays. Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays I want to do my TransFirmer DVDs. Wednesdays I swim 2000 yards. Even though I will be off work most of next week due to Thanksgiving I can still keep this plan. I even have my bag packed for a workout tomorrow. Wish me luck!
I will be posting daily- if not multiple times a day. Keep up with me cuz I’m ready to head to the goal line!
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