Blah June 20, 2012
I feel kinda blah today. Even though I stepped on the scale and it read 206! Which is awesome. Only a few more pounds to go until I’m under 200! I’ve come to realize that I will totally have loose skin when this is all said and done. Once I’m done having children,and if I keep the weight off. I think i might contemplate surgery for that. It doesn’t look horrible at this point. It might not end up being as bad as I think it will,so we shall see. Im hoping it’s not going to be that bad. It’s not like I started out at 400 lbs here. I wasn’t even 300 pounds. Close…. But not 300 lbs. like I have said many time before,every bit of weight that I carry,is in my belly. So that has been nicely stretched out over time. Ugh! I have tthe funeral for my cousins wife today. So im kinda feeling like all this worrying about extra skin and weight is pretty trivial. Things could be worse…. A lot worse. SO I will just take this time to appreciate the fact,that I have come this far,that I am living,that my husband is living. And life could be worse!