What is wrong with me? June 28, 2012
I seriously have lost all motivation. I’m just 5 pounds away from being under 200 pounds,an I’ve totally stopped all motivation. I haven’t gained anything. But I haven’t lost anything either. I’ve been out in way to many situations where I am not in control of what is being made,therefore I don’t have control about what it is that I am putting in my mouth. Portion control…. Well,I used to have that will power,but it seems to have left me. This weekend is family cabin weekend. That is just an eat fest. I honestly think this pending weekend is what has caused my stand still. I’m anticipating not having control and over eating,so why try now,when I know I will just gain it back after this weekend. My goal is to start completely fresh next week. Hopefully I can jump start this weightloss again. And jump start my motivation.