A big accomplishment. September 30, 2011
im so proud of myself. the boyfriend and i had pizza for supper today. my FAVORITE! I had one piece more than i should have and i was FULL! too full. this was obviously a mistake and not my accomplishment. I started to get that feeling. my head started swirling and i wanted that food OUT and NOW! i reasoned with myself. I was still within my points and that one slice of pizza is less detrimental to me than throwing it all up would be. i’ve always wondered why i have had no metabolism. im pretty sure purging is the reason for that. anyways…. I didn’t go throw up. I dealt with the fact that i felt full and decided i would be more careful about what i eat tomorrow. this may sound like a small victory. but im over two weeks now with no purging. and losing more weight than i ever have,when i was throwing up. i’ve never been an everyday purger. but,its definitely happened at LEAST once a week for a VERY long time. so my not throwing up after feeling full. is a big deal!