My breakfast and lunch have been packed and measured! I went shopping at whole foods and trader joes tonight!  I’m re-ready to conquer the world!! (and my weight loss!).  I’m back to 1200 calorie days and will soon be back to the gym with 1.5 hour work outs 5-6 days a week.  I know I took almost a year long hiatus, but I have 3.5 months where I am living with just one roomate in my own apartment where I can shop for and cook ALL of my meals!  Goal:  170 something by december 18.  first real way in is this coming monday or friday, havent decided yet.  need to go to the gym soon! im scared of my weight, im definitely in th 200s, but soon I have to face my fears and step on the scale to see the damage done and to set my weekly goals!

yikes! but im back and here with a vengence.  full food journal coming tomorrow!