ok, ive been failing. i realize now (obviously) that if I dont blog daily, read your blogs, write comments and read all of yours, that I just cant/do not stay on track. For some reason, my inner psyche takes my not blogging as a free pass to eat wrecklessly and and not care and eat shit like cookies and cheetos, and too much cheese and carbs, and not enough fruits, veggies and good proteins. so, obviously im back to blogging. one good thing i have going for me is that i have a gym partner and i went to the gym tonight…but obviously the gym doesnt matter if I’m constantly eating shit.

so, starting tomorrow I’m back to bloggin about EVERYTHING i eat…calorie counting at this point is still not very important because it’s just too hard to do, but I need to write down/blog EVERYTHING i eat, from every bit of cheese, tortilla chips, m&ms, apples, candy etc that go through my mouth–even if it’s a bite. and back to blogging my gym stuff too…when I’m completely on track, motivated and focused to eat well, I can be so disciplined…btu when I dont think about it or focus on it…its kind of a shit show…so time to get back on track.

next official weigh in is on Friday. Hoping for okay results then. I’ve got 3 days to work on it seriously..

Also, my next mini goal is to get to 179 asap. also, id love to fit into one of my size 12 pants by spring break (march 19) which is 4 weeks away. it’s highly doubtful I’ll actually reach that..but I feel like if I’m highly disciplined…i could get there..or get close. SO ya…thats the most important goal right now which is size 12 pants by then…aka 2lb loss per week and even then it will be a stretch.

ok full on blogging tomorrow!

xo

travelgal