so long story short…my friend convinced me to join a dating site for weird/long/complicated reasons. i was skeptical, didnt put much effort in etc, but i did put up pics.

i ended up talking to this guy who mesaged me for a long time tonight and the chemistry is awesome…but he seems too cute for me.  caveat: if we ever met, it wouldn’t be until late may.

that means i have almost 4 months to get my ass in serious shape. and i can do some practice dating in between with some other people on the site before i meet this guy.  oddly, there a quite a few guys interested in me.  but i really like this one guy. we have a ton in common. even though im so skeptical of internet dating lol.

so its time to get myself in serious shape. my personality’s in check. just got to get the body there too. SO excited.  so much to motivate me before I see him..

this has literally changed everything. im working on a paper right now and on a normal night i would have snacked so much…i only had an apple tonight.

this week im SO busy with school work and writing and im going out of town this weekend, but my eating is going to be completely in check this week, and when i get back next week, im getting into the SERIOUS gym 5-6 days a week routine. i can totally do this. i know a guy shouldnt be motivation, but if it can motivate me..why not?

also, this could totally fizzle soon if we stop talking…but so far, ill take whatever motivation i can get.