and i feel like it really put me in the right mindset to get back on track tomorrow and from now on. I know that weightloss is hard and discipline is hard, but being fat is way harder. and gaining back the weight I have worked so hard to lose would be the hardest. I also saw posts of people who had lost a ton of weight, got off track and then gained it all (+ more) back, and I dont want that to be me.
it cant be me.
I’ve lost 40 lbs. I only have 60 to go. I can lose 6 lbs 10 times. i can watch my portions. i can say no. i have will power. I have strength. I have you 3fc blog supporters. i have size 12 jeans waiting to be worn. i have a free and great gym at my disposal. i have everything I need to sucessfully lose this last 60 lbs. i can do it.
i’m back in full force. no more bullsh*t. enough of my whining. I would hate myself if I gained back the 40 I lost, or had to go back and buy size 20 jeans. no. i’m only moving down. i refuse to move up in sizes. i am a loser. i want to be a loser. i can continue to be a loser. i will be a success story. i will continue to be on track, and I will reach my goal. fat’s got nothing on me. if i made myself this fat, i can definitely make myself thin. i just want to do this weightloss journey once, so I’ve got to keep going and have the scale keep moving down. i can do it.
i appreciate and love you gals always
xox travelgal
