So, I took a couple minutes away from doing the work I had and I read some of the recent entries of some of my near & dear bloggy friends and if I could call anything an Ah-Ha moment, that was it!

I WANT BACK IN THE LOSER’S CLUB!

I want to be updating my ticker weekly! I want to NOT BE OBESE ANYMORE! I want to be in the 170s! I want to fit in my FOUR fricking pairs of size 12 pants that I bought! I want to be able to run a 5k without stopping. I want to feel entirely comfortable and happy in my body and in my clothes.

Sure, I’m thrilled to be in a size 14 and in Onderland, but I cannot get complacent. This is great, but i KNOW i can do better.

I really need to pick my foods and portions carefully. I need to watch the alcohol. I need to fully realize that I cannot eat the way my skinny friends do. I need to make weightloss, healthy eating, and exercise my top priority.  I have no excuses. I have willpower. I have a free gym at my disposal.

I CAN DO THIS, but of course, I’d love all the support I can get from you all.

Also, I want to apologize for my flakeyness on this blog, and in our blogger friendships and communications since August.  It isnt fair of me to be an active member of the blog community, and then just drop out the next second.  Life has truly been really hectic, but I need you all and your support and expertise, and I truly am sorry that I was flakey and careless both with myself, and with you all and our correspondence.

I’M BACK and dont be afraid to hold me accountable.

Xox

Travelgal