hi everyone.

so im back at school, but school doesnt start for another week. im getting the house where im working together, which is really fun, but crazy, and not routine. i really need to get back into a daily routine with food, exercise and blogging. that was the key to my weightloss this summer and last year, and it has to continue in order for me to continue losing.  i definitely wont make it to any goal i had by the 22, (to reach 180) and in fact, i know ive gained a pound or two and really my goal should be to get to 184 by next week when school is going to start.  i havent been to the gym or excersized in a long time, but im planning on going to the gym tomorrow and starting back on a good cycle. im also going to start tracking my food again tomorrow, even if they are not the best choices, i still need to get back in the habit of thinking about what i eat, and making those right choices. i also know that i havent been drinking enough water, so i also think im holding onto some water weight, so im also really going to try and drink more water and really try to lose any water weight i have.

im sorry that i keep making promises and plans to get back to blogging and then i dont. it’s just so hard without a routine and with having such an erratic schedule, and i really feel like im letting myself down after all the hard work ive done, so i really need to start blogging to get myself back on track and to get back into all of your blogs, and get your support, and give support, and get back into this incredible positive community which has helped me so much.  and i really appreciate all of you all who keep me on the ball and ask me where i am, etc. i cant lose sight of what i’ve done, and what i can continue to accomplish, and i need to keep working hard and pushing.

so! i’ll be back tomorrow! with a real blog and hopefully good water consumption, healthy food choices and blogging, and hopefully, a trip to the gym. i havent worked out or jogged or lifted weights in such a long time, and i really need to get back into that. so hopefully it will be tomorrow! wish me luck all!

back soon! xo