i rarely talk about more than food and exercise on this blog, but today was just a blah day. i had the class that i wish i liked with a professor that i love, but the content is always over my head, I never participate and I never do well on the response papers. ugh, the class just never makes me feel good. anyways, im going in to talk to the prof tomorrow, he’s one of the prof’s im closest to and i just feel shitty because i cant really contribute to the class, and in his other classes i’ve taken, i was usually a better more vibrant student. and im researching with him this summer. and now i look lame to him, triple blah, lame etc. to make my day worse, on top of bad lunch eating which I will get to below, I basically, broke a chair at work. I think a big part of it was that I jumped on it really quickly to get at my desk, but i cant ignore the fact that a smaller person who jumped on it, probably wouldnt have broken it. so, the fat girl broke a chair. great. today’s just not a good day.

bfast: yogurt (70), apple (35), 3 almonds (25)-total: 130

lunch: was in complete violation of one of my mini goals. I was at a lunch event where food was provided, and I ate a lot of it, which reckless abandon ugh. some chicken (120) pasta salad (160), some chips (140), cookie (135)-555

snack: strawberries- 50

dinner: egg white omelette with a tiny bit of cheese, spinach and a few sauteed mushrooms (155), some steamed broccoli (50), some asian chicken noodle soup (65), some tofu (115), a few pieces of watermelon (20)-405

Snack: frozen yogurt with berries and dark chocolate (120), some turkey (25), some cherries (80)-225

total cals so far:1365–>done

Workout: 40 min elliptical, 10ish min weights ran out of timeI really need to stay on track, as long as I am at 198 or below (HOPEFULLY below on thursday, I can order my ipod nano!)! man, i need a good night’s sleep and i hope tomorrow is a better day. maybe my workout will make me feel better! i hope!