im worried that i’m becoming lazy/careless with my food.  ive been thinking and trying to do well, but I feel like I’m not really being intense or strict as I was being the last few weeks.  i’m also really worried that I’m not going to lose this week.  i know i still have 4 days until my weigh in, but I just dont feel like my body is losing.  im really going to have to super push myself this week because I really NEED at least a 1 lb loss, but i really WANT a 2 lb loss.  argh. i really hope my earlier losses weren’t a fluke.

aghh. wish me luck with the rest of this week!.

ps (i’ve even been pretty good with snacking so far, these past few nights.  i really just have to stay on track and hopefully stay more stringent with my food choices and calorie calculating and reporting.)