so, so far i’ve lost 11.8 lbs (dont know if/what i’ve lost this week because i dont weigh in until thursday and sadly its…thatttt week) but anways, i was hoping to see some kind of results in my body from losing almost 12 lbs, but i couldnt really specifically see anywhere in my body where i had lost weight. i definitely could see/feel that i was building muscle, but i was wondering if the scale was reading wrong. so i decided to try on my tight pair of 16 jeans. i fit into them last year and in september, but pretty much after early october they stopped fitting and I was back to 18. well, i tried them on right now and WOOHOO they fit and completely button/zipper. and im certainly not saying that they are 100% comfortable or that i look as good in them as i should, BUT they do actually completely fit on my body…which is definitely something they didnt do pre-january. so im really excited and actually id say every 5 or so lbs I lose, I’ll try on these pants to see where I am body wise. because while seeing # on the scale can be great, it can also be frusterating when I dont see direct changes in my body. anyways, this totally motivates me and I’m really happy im staying on track. I just have to keep trying to fight off munchies/nibbling and snacking at night. but ive been keeping up my exercise and in general my self control. woohoo! ok

so late must get up early tomorrow.

but yay. i needed this affirmation that my body IS actually changing.

when i actually hit size 14 im gonna go crazy. when i lose my gross stomach, (you know the one im talking about, the built in fanny pack below my belly button, i’ll be seriously over the moon!

ok seriously, bed now