Trying to get the feeling again…

I have decided the scale is my enemy.  I am not going to weigh myself all the time anymore.  I am only going to do it once a month.  I bought a cute little journal book that fits in my purse and I am going to do like they tell you to, WRITE EVERYTHING DOWN!  I have avoided it up to this point and I don’t think my way is working.

I am also working on not biting my fingernails.  At least long enough to get tips put on.  They are ugly in a bad way as I am a chronic nail biter and will bite them so low that people are amazed and want to look at them.  I haven’t bitten them in over two weeks and for me, they are long! LOL!  I don’t want to be judged by my hands and they are one of the easiest things to fix!

My water got cut off today!  I am such a loser.  I have been on my own since 18 and have NEVER had this happen.  But I put off paying bills last month and thought I’d catch up this month.  Well, I did but too late.  I saw the guy and smacked my forehead.  I have the money to pay it.  I just didn’t.  Well, now I did.  I need to water back on before hubby comes home and finds out.  UGH!  Where is my head? (don’t answer that) The nice lady said it will be back on before 5 today.

TIred of being fat, again, still…

Going to Hawaii in June.  Need to be able to hike Diamond Head.

HI everyone!  I’m back.  Not that I have been gone, just haven’t been on here.  I felt guilty too like I was ignoring my good friends!  Sorry. Hope everyone had a wonderful holiday season.  I do love it.  I don’t care what anyone says.  It’s beautiful with all the lights and all the parties. 

Got rid of the in laws.  What a nightmare!  It is what it is though.  I am fine with them but my husband is a little miffed with them.  His feathers get ruffled easily though.  He does have a point, he has an emotional investment with his sister and I do not.  They were with us a long 4 months.  Sad, but never again.  At least not for them.  I am always willing to help people though.  Oh, especially since I watched, The Blind Side. 

I am not thin.  Yet!  Ha!  Did not make it to the October date.  But have a new one.  June.  I have to lose some weight and start exercising so when I go to see my doctor, she won’t be mad at me.  It’s scary. 

Happy New Year old and new friends.  I don’t know about you, but I quit making resolutions a long time ago.  If I have to wait until Januaury to start something new, well I am wasting a lot of time in between.

I have been going through closets and getting rid of things.  7 black bags full of stuff to donate and 3 to throw away.  Oh there will be more.  It feels so good and my closets look so nice.  I want to show them off to everyone.  I even organized my utensil drawer and silverware drawer.  Very nice. 

Much love to all of you and talk to you soon.