Trying to get the feeling again…

After clicking around and finally leaving a pathetic plea for Ann to help me, I figured out how to leave a post.  My fault, I know.  That’s what I get for being gone.  A new site and some frustration to go along with it.  What have I been up to? I have no idea but it seems my time alone keeps getting sucked away from me.  I need my alone time to be able to sit and read and write on this blog but the time suckers come and wisk me away to a strange and not so exciting land.  I feel like I am living Groundhog day everyday and not getting a dang thing done.  If you have not seen the movie, Groundhog Day, rent it.  It’s funny and I think we all get stuck in it from time to time…

Still married.  Life is good.  Holdiays went well.  My mom was only mildly annoying only because she is not allowed to be totally annoying.  Hubby is working his butt off.  Lots of overtime but that’s okay.  He is taking care of me, his wife and I can tell he likes it.  I still have no teaching job.  There are none.  But I am hoping with the new administration coming in and maybe if Arnold pulls his head out, I can have a job next school year.  I really want my own classroom and kids.   Oh well, right now I am finishing a huge paper, did I say HUGE paper that is due January 21 so I can file for all of my credentials.  I am thinking of taking one more class so I can have another credential because having three is not enough.  How about 4 credentials and no job.  If I don’t have a job next year, I will take the Masters courses and have a Masters degree, 4 credentials and no job.  LOL!  Oh well.  I do write a mean paper.  I can whip one out like it’s nobody’s  business.   But money would be nice.  My money would just be extra and I have so many things I could do with extra money.  My favorite thing is to pay off bills so there are none.  I think it’s the Libra in me or it’s the being a single mom for 16 years in me.  Not sure.  Whatever the blame is, I love to be debt free.

I have missed you all more than you can imagine.  You have been in my thoughts and I have wondered how you all are.  I was so hoping my blog would not be gone and I were forgotten when I logged on today.   That is the adoptee in me - thinking it is so easy to be discarded and given away.  You all proved me wrong and I thank you for that.

I hope 2009 brings us all the happiness we deserve and takes the burdens off our backs that are bogging us down.

With love, Bobbie