Trying to get the feeling again…

The love of my life, the one not good for me, the one who I can’t get out of my mind for more than a couple of days at a time - drove in front of me - he was crossing an intersection I was stopped at.  No, he did not see me but I saw him.  I wish I didn’t.  I still felt that pang and it has been waaaaaaaaaay too long.  That’s the way the ball bounces…  Sucks to be me sometimes…