Trying to get the feeling again…

I slowly opened my fridge - looking for something to eat.  It’s 10 p.m. and there is NO time I don’t eat - usually.  But it is different now.  I reallllly want to lose weight.  I realllly do.  So, I grab the bowl of sugar free Jell-O I made this morning - just in case and am eating it now, with no guilt.  I told myself, if I wanted to, I could eat the whole bowl because the entire bowl has no sugar, no carbs, and 80 calories.  I am not going to be able to eat the whole bowl.  It is too filling.  But it is very satisfying because I can slirp it into my mouth and it is sweet.  Damn, how come I didn’t eat Jell-O when I was eating all those little white powered donuts?!?!?!?  

I am happy though, now with my Jell-O.