Loosin It… Again

Hi there,

I don’t get here much anymore.  FB seems to be easier.  But I do miss everyone!  I wish we had a forum similar to the journals.  It is a big part of my day that I miss terribly.  Things are going horrible on the weight front.  I got my Mirena implant four months and quickly started gaining weight.  I thought it was a change in my milk supply and over eating.  Then my hair started falling out.  I was more concerned about my hair rather than weight, so I did some research.  There are THOUSANDS of complaints about women losing their hair and gaining 15-20 pounds instantly on this implant.  I am soooo mad!  I was actually seizing the day and loosing weight, and once I got that thing put in.. BAM!  I hit a brick wall.  Then I got frustarted and went back to my old ways.  So… I am back at pre-preggo weight.  Feel HORRID because I am loosing my hair and gaining weight again.  It is really hard to get motivated.  DH is going to get snipped… but until then I have to leave it in.  It will have to be surgically removed, which I hear is very uncomfortable.  It is just soooo depressing that this cycle never seems to end.  I am working out and getting lots of exercise, but it seems for not.  I guess if I didn’t get exercise I would be bigger!

On a more upbeat front… kids are doing well.  Austin is CRAWLING!  Cam loves school, but likes to say he hates it.  I guess it isn’t cool to like school when you are in 2nd grade.  DH is working a lot, but he seems to like it.  I am not workign at all… and I hate it!  LOL… not made out to be a stay at home.  I hate all the work involved with keeping the house neat and orderly. 

Well ladies… those of you that are still out there… I hope all is well and htings are going great! HUGS!