Yesterday went pretty well.  I was really hungry at night, so I had an extra couple of spoonfuls of peanut butter.  The lady at the center told me I could have anything on that sheet as a snack, so I suppose it was okay.  I really wanted to do without the snacks, but oh well.  My schedule makes it difficult because mealtimes are not ideally spread apart evenly as they would be if my work/school schedule weren’t so crazy.  I only have a couple more weeks of that left, though, so that’s good.

I’m updating my weight ticker, so it will now be displaying my real weight.  When I went in to weigh, the lady said, “Wow.  You haven’t weighed that since December 1st.”  I thought that was rather insensitive.  I mean, I’m back and re-enrolled, so obviously I realize there’s a problem, and I knew how much weight I had gained.  It was like she thought I wasn’t properly humble or upset about it.  I knew what the scale was going to show.  Now I just need to stay positive.  She’s one of the people in there who have never had a weight problem ever.  Some of them have been through the program, and some of them haven’t.  Most of the ones who haven’t are fine, but I have never really liked her very much.  She just tends to say the wrong thing at the wrong time.  Okay– just needed to vent.

weight at home (Monday): 179.5

MRC weight:  181.5

As a side note, I’ve already weighed this morning (Tuesday), and it’s 174, so I’m dropping fast.  I know that’s not real fat, but it’s still a good loss of something.